Ruff Club Photos – 5.25.07
At Ruff Club the other night I met pretty much the girl of my dreams. Last night I had the chance to have sex with her. I never have sex with people I just meet, it is bad for business. I am trying to care about the people I sleep with these days… But I knew I was going to get this chance, and I thought a lot about it. I decided that even though it goes against my rules, it would be worth it to break them this once… So I did it. The thing is I was so into her that there was way too much pressure and I couldn’t get it up for a while. Eventually after an embarrassing ten minutes I did. I guess the sex was okay after that, and she seemed to be pleased… but I just felt like shit about the whole thing. Then this morning she pretty much escaped from my house without saying a word. I figure I will never see her again and I am pretty upset about it. I probably should not be putting this out on this site, but I don’t have a live journal so this will have to do. Isn’t that what blogging is all about? Therapy? Oh yeah, here are the photos from Ruff.
PS. This is not the girl I am speaking about in this picture, although I do have a fake crush on her.
You’re definately not alone in that story. I’ve had almost the same exact situation happen before. A random hook up with someone you’re just lustful after and know is going to be a one night stand is so much easier than sex when you’re really feeling something and actually care about the day after.
If you still have the girl’s contact info, you should wait a week or two, and then just hit her up for a coffee. If she has major self-confidence issues things are likely screwed, but if not, embarassment is a bad reason to lose out on what could be a fun relationship.