Texas Bullshit
So, updating from now until Monday is unlikely at best. I was staying at this girls house that I met in Austin two years ago. We hit it off so well and she came and visited me in NYC and then we hung out at SXSW last year and we talk via the internets all the time. She picked me up from the air port and I was so fucking excited to see her. We went straight back to her house and made out and were all cute and I was totally excited. She told me she was coming to NYC for an internship this summer and it was awesome. So then I shot this party for 14 straight hours and she didn’t come pick me up and I had to get a ride with these three random girls I met. They took me to this house party where I ran into Cobra Kai, and Jackson and Flick Master Flash and a bunch of people I know from Austin and friends of my brother and Terrence and my friend from NJ and Clayton from Everyone Is Famous and Diplo was swimming by a pool and people were jumping off the roof into the pool and it was amazing… but I was exhausted. Then we got back to my friends house and their friend came over and they smoked weed while I looked at all the photos I took. Then my friend was like “I need to go to bed” and I was like “I’ll be right there.” And that’s when she told me that the guy who brought the weed was going to be sleeping with her tonight and I would be on the couch. I was completely fucking enraged. I was so fucking hurt as well. So I had to sleep on the couch right outside their room while I heard them talk and giggle and moan until 7 fucking AM. I couldn’t sleep at all. In the last three days I took an 8 hour plane trip, shot a 14 hour party, and have slept a max total of 5 hours. I want to die, but I have to shoot all day then party all night.
Anyway, point is, I am obviously not staying with that girl anymore and I am now at my old roommates place and he does not have wireless internet. So I am on his computer, but I don’t have access to mine. So I can’t really do this or any update right… hence the lack of content and even links.
Hopefully I will figure something out, but right now shit is totally fucked up. See you as soon as possible. Fuck.
ever thought about using something old and analog like an old instamatic 500? The quality of the color on these old cameras is awesome.
Sorry to hear about all of that… that’s fucking terrible.
I hope your Texas trip gets a lot better really quickly.
Did that make you think “What the fuck am I doing with my life?”
I am consistently thinking what the fuck am I doing with my life… although it is mostly because I am amazed about how awsomely ridiculous it is
as far as the instamatic 500 goes… i shoot a lot film with a yashica t4 that barely i got used a few years ago. I just got a belt holster for it and I don’t leave home with out it. Unfortunately I don’t think I am going to put any of that stuff online any time soon.
I am consistently thinking what the fuck am I doing with my life… although it is mostly because I am amazed about how awsomely ridiculous it is
as far as the instamatic 500 goes… i shoot a lot film with a yashica t4 that barely i got used a few years ago. I just got a belt holster for it and I don’t leave home with out it. Unfortunately I don’t think I am going to put any of that stuff online any time soon.
Come on, that sounds a bit insincere. No doubt you have a good time, but ridiculously awesome? You don’t read like you feel that way. Besides, the mark of a good, young, artists is mood swings plagued with doubt.
I am the happiest i have ever been in my life for sure. All I do is have fun.
I am off anti depressants for the first time since I was 14. I am pretty much psyched all the time.